Fears....

Monday, February 19..
Today it was a very lazy morning.i got up at 7:15 and i was the first person to get up today in my flat.Surprising for every thing of my flat as they are not much used to see me getting up first....Strange for me.Then without any dilly dallying and faster morning chores i mad eit to shuttle for office on time.Still feeling lazy..( i swear i took bath properly)..Shuttle was on time and i was quick to get in and lay in seat and started listening to my MP3 player.Today i was not able to enjoy FM though they were playin good numbers..still feeling bit giddiness.....n i was sleepin...did not know when we reached Accenture.Mehta woke me up and i was sittin startled with bleary eyes and sayin to myself " haiiiiiiinnnnn,, office aa bhi gaya....Shuckess......"

i was feeling today is not gonna be a good day for me ( Although nothing bad happened to me whole day). Then i reached my workstation without washing my face. Gadhia was standing there with his lopsided smile..."Soya uth k seedha offfice aa gaya kya"..Hmm.......i need to wash my face....i did it eventually....

Reached cafeteria as my morning perfunctory chore and just glanced at the TV."Ohh my God....i can't beleive this".One more train blast and that too near panipat.Usually i come to delhi through this route......Quickly ruffled my hair and get near to TV to see what actually happened.64 people died( actually this count will be much more) ....Sigh of releif..ohh it s not intercity or bathinda express....Still that fear remained inside........What ar ethese guys up to..Terrorism will eat India yar...Condition is constantly going out of control...Acc to some prophet, Terrorism is gonna be a much bigger problem for india and this i snot unbeleivable.Recent encroachments to mysore,bangalore,Delhi etc are not ignorable.Although i can do nothing regarding this..Usually dont think much about this..But somehow, some fear always arise in my heart when i hear of any successful/unsuccessful terrorist attack..May God bless India with more wonderful people and terrorists/jehadis with some sense of humanity...

As i am sharing my on the spot rising fears, would like to mention this pathetic thing also.Everyone knows about sucking traffic in bangy.Whenever i stuck at any big traffic jam or long standing red light, i just turn my face all sides to look other people."Ohh my God... So many people and all in hurry".That moment one thought always comes to my mind that one day vehicles will be too much in bang and all will be on road and everyone will be in a traffic jam and That will be a DEADLOCK for bang.No 1 will b able to move.Everyone will wait for next person to move and no 1 will be able to move.Then Govt will take some action to unscrew deadlock and all vehicle riders hav to spend there night on Road only.Hahaha.i know its a weird thought but beleive me this is very much possible.

many more are there.Dont know i should write those here or not.Right now, m feeling i should not...Some time in future......definitely........