GURU.....

Gurukant Desai...small child with big dreamy eyes and even bigger dreams and biggest courage to achieve those dreams..Huh!!...
Gurukant Desai... a shrewd man with tons of confidence,reckless risk taker,millionaire,brave and very very focussed businessman..... still dreaming...Huh!!...
Gurukant Desai...a successful businessman with grey hairs,big belly,courage to stick to values,courage to fight with press and super confidence.......he s still dreaming........

Is n't that impressive,inspiring,motivating and exhilarating???

I watched Guru (Mani Ratnam Classic) day before yesterday.Although it does n't look that much practical but i strongly beleive that this is very much feasible if a man is focussed and determined.

What it takes to be a "GURU"

• In Istanbul, Guru got a thrice rise in his salary and got promoted to sales representative in very short time as compared to his peers.He could have lived there earning tons of moolah and more n more accolades with full job security.But he took the courage to leave that job and dreamt of starting his own business.This is called self-beleif.i found this decision very impressive.
• Then guru married aish (i dont rem her movie name) just for dowry.That was the only thing he was thinking of while making most crucial decision in life.May be he had other things crucial for him. Although personally i did nt find decision quite good ethically.He was adamant on following any route to his success.He did nt give even a single thought.So, first thing to follow any dream is to gather resources.
• Courage: He completely ruffled contractor's feathers.Agar ghee seedhi ungli se na aaye, tedhi karni hi padti hai.He was bit lucky to get Manik Das Gupta( Mithun da).But if you want to help yourself God will definitely give you a supporting hand.Guru was helping himself standing in front of contractor s residence.
• He was so fast in progressing that he forgot respecting his partner s words.i disliked this at personal level.I did not write word 'hate' because when you are progressing so fast, these things are bound to happen.
• He boldly fought with press and it was rightly shown that PRESS is the mighty force.Mithun da looked like a actor after much time.
• In the end when he was completely dejected,physically handicapped, he took the fight in his stride and fought it well.Although his tax exemption(right word?) policies gave some resentful feelings but his comments in the end bared goverenment dogmas....need to look at such loopholes in indian policies today.

GURU was a person lessons to be learnt from,not to follow.One should not follow his footprints but must strive to acquire those million dollar qualities.

Confused...

These days i am feeling like i am the most confused person on this earth.Suddenly i am realizing that i have grown to a level where i have to make critical decisions that will affect my rest of life.Have i really grown enough??...m confused....Everyone around me is doing something or atleast planning or striving for something. i also planned for CAT, but that proved to be a disaster.May be my careless and always not enough motivated nature lead to that.Suddenly many things are coming to mind.Lot of things need to be done and sometimes that poor feeling that i am not capable enough. Am i really not capable enough???....m confused...
1.I want to study furthur......anything.....
2.I want to live near home but not at home.....NCR region...
3.I want at least one abroad trip.......UK or US.....
4.I want to book a living place for future....but where??..Can i manage it????
5.I dont want to marry for enough time....atleast not for 5-6 years more...any1 listenin to me??
6.I wanna have my own car..........Swift as my first car will do..
7.I will buy a laptop soon..........lenovo most probably....
8.I like technical side or managerial side..honestly i dont know....
9. I want a bigger playground to play everything......may b more resposibility at work...
10.I wanna play cricket regularly......once a week..

and many many more things.some big plans.i dont want to pen down those plans as sometimes they look stupid even to me.
Now the biggest challege is to prioritize all these wantings...i tried but could not get enough of it.Am i again confused in wat i want??

In my life i have realized so far that i am the biggest planner ( jaini u there??) and never carry or carried enough energy and motivation to execute my plans.

I need to do something with my energy level and thinking. But i know i work best when some emergency is there,When someone is there to poke me every now and then. i remember doing that whole syllabus of 6 months in 1 day during exams ...( No wonder.everyone did that.but i used to be( not always) the one of those privileged mechanichis who used to look at their syllabus first time only at exams....).still i managed to pass all exams and that too with dignity.( i feel so...)

Bunk the past.....i need to plan about my future and also carry enough motivation and energy to achieve my plans (...this is the most essential part..).... But what to do?.i dont know.again m confused. I AM THE BIGGEST PLANNER

Still i dont rem what i wrote above.i am totally CONFUSED now........i think spirituality is the key.... what to follow??........again confused........

I think i am discovering myself now more than anytime else.

Hope i will do something productive now.Amen.......